You know I like to make them stare and make them sweat a bit.

ironicdeviant @ 2010-01-02T01:01:00

2010-01-01T17:00:51Z

The time will come when we allay our fears and face it head on.
And till that day arrives, I will forever wait by your side.
Happy to just be part of it.
Observing, blissfully unawares of the hearts desire.

So here's to 2010.
A year that is yet to be.

ironicdeviant @ 2009-12-30T20:00:00

2009-12-30T12:00:25Z

They made a statue of us,
then later said it's all our fault.

ironicdeviant @ 2009-12-25T22:31:00

2009-12-25T14:31:49Z

I was once asked why I do it. Why I waste my holidays away doing such stuff. Knowing full well that acknowledgement will probably never come by.

This Xmas much like any other Xmas in the past years, was spent pretty much,

Chasing after suspects
Attending to alcohol induced fights
Walking down the path of mucus filled vomits
Seeing beautiful women cheapen themselves by letting men groping all over them in their tipsy state
Bar fights, blood, shattered glasses, tattoos, 369, gangs......
Working alongside men and women who have families but still commit themselve so that others may have an enjoyable Xmas
Being alongside a fellow colleague and friend who dislocated a shoulder while trying to help someone and prevent a fight
Seeing even then, how the general public can just stand idly around and pass uncalled remarks

So then i ask, where is the love this Xmas?
I for one definitely do not feel it. Though the they sing "Tis' the season to be jolly tralalalala la la la la"
There's nothing jolly about seeing a fellow officer getting injured in the line of duty.

And so I digressed.

So why I still do it?
The asnwer is simple.
I wish to be the reason why some of you sleep and party peacefully at night.
One love. :)

ironicdeviant @ 2009-12-20T00:48:00

2009-12-19T16:48:29Z

Sometimes i wished life was easy. Sometimes i wished I knew the plans that was set for me by divine hands. And sometimes I wished life is not full of heartbreaks.

ironicdeviant @ 2009-12-04T01:22:00

2009-12-03T17:22:18Z

My eyes go where i say so,
but not always and
not when you walk by.
-Planet Phantom

ironicdeviant @ 2009-11-29T22:26:00

2009-11-29T14:26:57Z

2 weeks.
14 days.
After which, if it isn't, life goes on.

ironicdeviant @ 2009-11-29T01:44:00

2009-11-28T17:44:56Z

In all honesty, I can't wait to get it over and done with.
Cause the feeling is killing me softly on the inside.

ironicdeviant @ 2009-11-24T18:42:00

2009-11-24T10:42:35Z

Because this hurt, this nagging feeling at the back of the head.
It won't go away.

ironicdeviant @ 2009-11-23T21:46:00

2009-11-23T13:46:10Z

ironicdeviant @ 2009-11-22T00:59:00

2009-11-21T16:59:38Z

I finally chose.
That's the thing about birthdays. You can spend all you want and yet not feel guilty.
Cause you'll tell yourself, it's a birthday treat from your own pocket.
Happy Birthday to me. :)

ironicdeviant @ 2009-11-12T22:12:00

2009-11-12T14:15:51Z

I'm as excited as I am scared.

And I'm hoping that it's for real this time.
Cause I can't deal with rejection that well.

ironicdeviant @ 2009-11-10T22:11:00

2009-11-10T14:22:07Z

I want to believe in "It is".

ironicdeviant @ 2009-11-08T17:41:00

2009-11-08T09:42:29Z

I wish that I was in your arms,
Like that Spanish guitar.
And you would play me through the night,
Till the break of dawn.

ironicdeviant @ 2009-11-06T10:40:00

2009-11-06T02:48:30Z

Now, a love triangle is hardly a situation that one would like to be caught up with.
But how can I help it if I'm deeply in love with the 3?

Oh Mr Marc Jacobs, you're so irresistible up close and personal. He's more than just physical,
deeper than spiritual. Sigh.

And Ray bans, oh how I'd love to sit and stare at the sun with you. We'll count the days by the sunsets we seek,
And of course the fashionistas that peek.

And dear Frogskins, you know how I'd love to kiss that pretty frame you possess. But will you turn into a prince or princess?

Oh my, what a dilemma.

ironicdeviant @ 2009-10-21T21:22:00

2009-10-21T15:29:00Z

I was watching Singapore Idol.
And I just had to wonder.
If I could sing and dedicate a song, I think I'd have to go for "Dear God" by A7x at the current moment.
But the thing is the right side of my brain isn't really leaning towards the musical side.
I'd sound more like a frog croaking for the rain rather than serenading to the clouds.
But the thing with frogs is that, just give him a kiss and he'll be a handsome prince.
Yours and forever more.

So my dear princess, when are you going to kiss me?
Cause I can't jump that high to reach your sultry lips.
Or you can just bend down, and I'll meet you half way.

ironicdeviant @ 2009-10-15T08:58:00

2009-10-15T01:00:20Z

Maybe one day I'll write pages,
about how I'm always try to fight the feelings that coincide.

ironicdeviant @ 2009-10-12T10:19:00

2009-10-12T02:23:14Z

It's official.
I'm a shopaholic.
I just bought myself a new Asics running shoe,
and told myself i'll get that Nike Dunks for myself as a birthday present.
To prevent any guilt welling up on the inside when i buy the shoe.
Just yesterday, I saw ASOS.com having a sale.
And I bought about $200SGD worth of things.
FML.

ironicdeviant @ 2009-10-10T02:29:00

2009-10-09T18:34:38Z

Forgive me I'm trying to find my calling,
I'm calling at night.
I don't mean to be a bother but have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams,
And it's driving me crazy, it seems.

ironicdeviant @ 2009-10-07T17:17:00

2009-10-07T09:32:19Z

I had a dream just now.
You were you and I was I.
And it was us against the world.
But it felt comforting to know it was you who was beside me. :)
Just you and me against the world.

ironicdeviant @ 2009-10-03T19:34:00

2009-10-03T13:06:10Z

Where have i been in the past weeks?
F1 Rocks Baby.
I would say the experience was totally cool. Met people from the music industry. Artiste. And whatever not.
And what a way to end it off, with a nice note sent to us via E-Mail all the way from the U.K.
Dear All,</font>

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Firstly, please accept my apologies for the time it has taken me to get this mail to you. The only excuse I have is that it's good to be home!!

Thank you so much for the hard work and professionalism that you all showed during our time together on F1 Rocks. After only a few weeks of putting this together on my own, I can't express my relief in being surrounded by such a fantastic team. You are all an absolute pleasure to work with and the support that I received was priceless.

Of course I do have to single out Jean and Shuzz who were with me right through and made it all happen on the ground - I would have been a totally different person without you both so thank you for giving up your lives for those very hard two weeks.

However, you have all proved invaluable and I have received endless thanks and gratitude from tour and production managers for the service that they have received in Singapore. This is in no small part due to the care and dedication shown by every one of you.

I do hope that we all get to work together again and that you can all take away some happy memories from your time on F1 Rocks.

With my very best regards and thanks again,

Amanda

Amanda Crane

Talent Production Manager

F1 Rocks

Singapore

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ironicdeviant @ 2009-09-22T07:18:00

2009-09-21T23:19:47Z

No woman, No cry. :)

ironicdeviant @ 2009-09-19T21:50:00

2009-09-19T13:53:49Z

I feel so hollywood-y!
Artiste Liaison.
I just hope I don't screw it all up.
Already the youngest in the meeting,
And the meeting feels so "devil wears prada-ish".

Welcome to the business yo!

ironicdeviant @ 2009-09-16T22:48:00

2009-09-16T15:50:18Z

There's songbirds up in a row
I'll put in my dime and sing to your ghost

ironicdeviant @ 2009-09-14T05:27:00

2009-09-13T22:08:10Z

Tetiey said that men are like parking lots. Good ones are always taken,
Free ones are handicapped.

I think it works vice versa too. Women are like parking lots too. Good ones are always taken,
or blocked by drivers who don't know how to park properly and thus blocking the lot for others.
Free ones are handicapped, or that the lot is always bombarded by bird poo and no one wants it
unless they're really desperate.

I find it disconcerting that we have to compare our state of affairs with a parking lot.
When we could just say that,
Where have all the good ones go?

ironicdeviant @ 2009-09-06T22:03:00

2009-09-06T14:34:06Z

"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than suffering itself.
And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of it's dreams..."
- The Alchemist

I've always wondered why is it that why some people have such simple love life,
while others just complicate matters with their own fears and insecurities.

I for one think that I belong to the latter. Cause underneath it all,
I'm still a shy boy who is afraid of being rejected by the girl of his dreams.
:)